I dream of you more vividly

& I hate it.

I dreamed that we were back at school but at a different one. I was on a yellow bus (which is funny since here in HI we don’t have a ton) and then all of a sudden you came on the bus. You Sat next to me but near the window. At first, you, as the stubborn person you are just looked out the window and ignored me when I said something. Then, you turned around and got closer to me. We looked into each others eyes and then you held my hand as I put my head on your shoulder. the bus lady said no touching each other on the bus so we went apart but then you held my hand again in secrecy. Then your friends came up after the bus stopped and laughed at how we always fight and yet we were sitting there perfectly… then i woke up….. with the feeling that I was still holding your hand.

I know you’re not here right now, but when you come back, wont you give me a try? wont you hold my hand and bust through my room everyday like you used to and hug me?

I hate you “666” I hate you so much for giving me these feeling. 

@1 year ago
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