So.. I have a 10 page paper due tomorrow… ( draft but still)… & lots on my mind
I know this is random, But I need to calm down, And the only way to do that in my mind is to cut myself…
But I can’t since my roommate is here… and since I haven’t in almost a year now….
Oh the joy of summer classes..
@1 year ago
What’s your highest weight? Do that many jumping jacks.
What’s your current weight? Do that many crunches.
Your ultimate goal weight? Jog in place for that many seconds.
How many pounds do you have until you get to your ugw? Do that many leg lifts.
It made my throat swell and now I’m forever spitting because every time I sing or speak, I can feel my lungs gasping…
I ruined myself..
but would you even care if I told you that day you came back?…
@1 year agoI am currently in the I don’t care but would like to be healthy mode.
When I got weighed at the doctors cause I am currently sick, I quickly glanced at the scale and it said 165… Now being 5’3” and 165lbs is a lot. I do have to think about my boob size too but I want to do something about it. ( I plan to get a kg scale when I go to Japan… so for now, I will just have to weight and workout. :) )
My Plan ( until I graduate):
CW: 165 CBMI: 28.77
GW1: 160 G1BMI: 27.90
GW2: 150 G2BMI: 26.15 OVER WEIGHT
GW3: 140 G3BMI:24.41 MY WEIGHT IN H.S. HEALTHY WEIGHT (MARIAH CAREY WEIGHT)
GW4: 130 G4BMI:22.67 ( BEYONCE KNOWLES WEIGHT)
GW5: 120 G5BMI:20.92( JESSICA SIMPSON WEIGHT)
GW6: 110 G6BMI: 19.18 ( CARRIE UNDERWOOD WEIGHT)
LAST GW: 107 GBMI: 18.66
work on at least two goals a year? I think yes :)
@1 year ago
